其实生活挺美好，即便总是有遗憾

一

忙忙碌碌的一个月过去了，国内欢天喜地的庆国庆，我们，冷清老实的过自己的日子。

要说一天自己忙了些什么，其实还真就不好说。可是总觉得没有时间，总觉得自己浪费了时间，辜负了青春，也辜负了自己。但是，一天都是自己跟自己的对话，你也挺闲的啊。

不知从什么时候开始如此矫情，十年前的自己如见了现在的自己，估计都惊呆了。可是想想，觉得自己也没改变什么啊，到底是哪里不同了呢？

估计这是个我将一直想下去的问题。


二

2010的秋季来到Loyola，其实心有不甘，Loyola的计算机系，毕竟不是强系，连Phd都没有....

可是自己选择了这里，那些被抛弃的选择也不用再想了，不可能从头再过啊。

马上就要毕业了，真快啊，现在介绍自己，都说研二了。可是感觉自己还像个长不大的小孩子，没有谈恋爱，没有轰轰烈烈，就一直纠结的过着自己的小日子，没有什么大成就，但也不至于一无是处，唉，这感觉真令人火大。

三

关于杂事。

自从去年秋季莫名其妙的当了Bible study group 的 vice president，接踵而来的事情就失控了，自己的性格自己清楚，其实因为这事耽误了很多自己的时间，可是接了就放不下。

后来，有了与外界的联系，渐渐的也认识了一些人，见识了一些事。其实，表面上就算像是个老油条，实际上还是个小丫头，自己也不满，但是改不了。

每次参加所谓的会议，都有些尴尬，Loyola又没有真正的CSSA，自己又不是President，虽然做的是President的事，但是没有名分，没有自信，太过老实与固执，磨不开面儿，耽误事的故事，自己的人生里，数不胜数。

于是这学期伊始，开始申请了CSSA，到现在的都没有信儿，唉，都快毕业了。

其实，都是杂事。


四

总是被各种人关心个人问题。

十分的无奈。谁不想找个长相厮守，相知相许的，遇不到，就是遇不到。你以为我平时不想有个伴儿陪着啊，可是顺心的人没有啊。有的话，搞不好闪婚我都干得出来....

Anyway，只能回答随缘。

My Song

                                                My Song

by Rabindranath Tagore

This song of mine will wind its music around you, my child, like the fond arms of love.

This song of mine will touch your forehead like a kiss of blessing.

When you are alone it will sit by your side and whisper in your ear, when you are in the crowd it will fence you about with aloofness.

My song will be like a pair of wings to your dreams, it will transport your heart to the verge of the unknown.

It will be like the faithful star overhead when dark night is over your road.

My song will sit in the pupils of your eyes, and will carry your sight into the heart of things.

And when my voice is silent in death, my song will speak in your living heart.

GWT + Gears : The browser is the platform

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Tough three and a half days in the future.

Almost done this semester, almost.


Three and a half days left, only and also very important task need to be go through it.


Hope I could make a difference these days and survive!


Can't wait to conquer it and come back to tell the story!!!


LynneQ, trust yourself. You can do it!

File Repository on GAE

The presentation material for class demonstration.

439-Distributed System
Department of Computer Science,
Loyola University Chicago

Introduction to Google App Engine

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Introduction to Google App Engine

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Mercurial(hg) started with Bitbucket Repository

The article was first published in http://confluence.atlassian.com/display/BITBUCKET/Getting+Started+with+Bitbucket



Quick guide to getting your Bitbucket repository up and running

1. Sign up at Bitbucket.org.
2. If you want to add a new repository on Bitbucket, click 'Create new' on your Bitbucket home screen.
3. Get Mercurial and Python.
   (Alternatively, if you are on Windows you can download and install TortoiseHg. This bundles Python and Mercurial.)
4. Add or edit your Mercurial config file at C:\Documents and Settings\MY_NAME\mercurial.ini (Windows XP) orC:\Users\MY_NAME\mercurial.ini (Windows 7) or ~/.hgrc (UNIX). The file should contain:

   [ui]
   ; editor used to enter commit logs, etc.  Most text editors will work.
   editor = notepad
   username = MY_FIRST_NAME MY_LAST_NAME <MY_NAME@example.com>
   

5. Go to a directory on your local drive and clone your Bitbucket repository:

   hg clone http://bitbucket.org/MY_USER/MY_REPO
   

6. Update your local repository:
   • Add files then enter hg add.
   • Edit files.
   • Delete files then enter hg remove.
7. Commit your changes to the local repository:

   hg commit -m "Initial commit of all files to the repository."
   

8. Push your changes to Bitbucket:

   hg push http://bitbucket.org/MY_USER/MY_REPO
   

9. Have a chocolate.

P.S.  About the remove, it seems like you need to remove the file individually, for my part, I used hg status to know the change, and then append the file name after hg remove. Don't forget commit and push.


New: If you want to remove a folder with files, you could go to the parent folder, for example, folder pro3/FileRepo is the one you want to remove,  you should under pro3, and then enter "hg remove FileRepo", see hg status to see if succeed, and then commit and push.


All the "remove" I used means remove the files in Bitbucket.org Repo.

To myself

“Age is strictly a case of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.”

                                                                                                                   - Jack Benny

The first blog here which I want to make it inspiring for the rest, now the plan is by some wisdom words.

TIME past, and we miss it. 

It's true when we getting old we feel disappointment, maybe for the things we didn't done yet, maybe for the time we waste on something we feel unimportant now, even just for we didn't grow up as a better person than others or whom we expect to be.

The GOAL is too big to get.

When we are chasing the dream we got as a child, we may have missed a lot of things and people. Every phase in my life should have my respect and cherish it as a treasure. We are too careful to live a better life. The scene along the journey is also beautiful, maybe more beautiful than what we got at last. The goal will always be too big to get, so why not we just try our best and let things take its course?

To courage

"You mustn't be afraid to dream a little bigger, Darling"

                                                                                  - Inception

To 2011, and the rest of my life. 

Cherish life, cherish yourself. Make life worthy.

                                                                                  - Lina Qu